I’ve never feel like that but after I became a mother apparently in the same time I became invisible. I assume that most of you have the same feelings. Friends promised to visit you but suddenly nobody came? You sitting at home with baby and thinking ‘hey do I still know how to speak in human language or only gugugaga’? Maybe you will never know because you are invisible for adults. Probably you don’t know that you borrow from Harry Potter his awesome invisibility cloak.
Anyway even if someone is coming to your home they coming to see your baby (no, not you). If they talking with you there is only one topic: yes, your little one. It’s ok because you love your little precious but it could be nice to talk with someone even about stupid weather.
I’m not angry on my friends probably they think that I’m too busy or I’m not funny anymore. Ok, I don’t think about partying all the time or drinking alcohol but I would love to go out for coffee. Gossiping a little bit could be nice as well. No matter what. I want something what I can do with people in my age. It seems that I have new superpower- invisibility and I need to accept that at least for now. I hope that soon my friends will have kids and start calling to me for help:D I count on it.
I don’t loose my personality, my identity. I still know who I am. Of course being a mum and having a little baby change my life and turn it up side down. I’m sure that for most of my time I only think about LP, his feeding time, naps time and so on. I want to cuddle him even all day (till the end of the world and one day more- I know I know he will be to old for that but who cares;P).
But I want to have something for myself. It doesn’t need to be something big. That’s why I start this blog. My own diary, my escape from every day life. Chance to meet new people (adults if you prefer:P) even if it will be only online friends. I hope that community will grow and we will be helping each other 🙂 That’s my plan! If you are with me tell about it in comments 🙂 Share the love!