I decided to loose some weight. Yes, that was my decision. My own. Nobody told me that I’m fat or something. I want to do it for myself to feel better. Apparently it’s a big mistake. When I told to my sister that I bought a diet (I’ve got a daily plan and recipes, shopping list etc) and I want to loose 8 kg she said that I’m stupid. Excuse me what? Yes she said that I’m stupid and sick…So if I want to do something for myself, something that can make me happy I’m a stupid. Awesome right?
I can’t say that I’m fat. Probably I look OK. But I want to look better and it’s not for my husband or someone else. No. It’s for me. I want my prepregnancy body back. Don’t understand me wrong I’m not the person who think only about nice body shape, make up, hair etc. I could put on weight more than I did if I will need to deliver my son. For his good I could do a lot. It’s something not under discussion.
But now I’m 9 months after giving a birth and it’s perfect time to do that. To be honest I thought that it will be easy to loose all that weight which I put on through all pregnancy. You know, as new a Mom I didn’t have time for proper meals, I didn’t eat a lot because I didn’t have time. Unfortunately my scale was showing the same weight. I was a little bit depressed. Especially when I went for shopping and I saw my mirror reflection. I’m OK now but I’m sure I will be happier if I will loose all those extra kgs. Why it’s so hard to understand for some people?
I need to say that I’m happy that my husband doesn’t see how my body changed. All the time he is saying that I look fab. It’s really nice but I told him that I need to loose some weight for myself because I want to feel good and healthy again. He agreed with me. If I want to do that for me than it’s good for him.
But it’s quite sad for me that my friends and family thinks that I’m crazy. They think that I look OK and should be happy that I have a healthy son. I’m more than happy. Really I am but it’s time to do something for me.
So if you want to change your hair color, change your clothes, do something with your look or loose weight. Whatever what. But if it’s for you not for other people than do that. Don’t afraid to do this important step in our life. Do not listen if they are telling you that you are crazy. Maybe you are but in the end you will be crazy but happy woman. Just do it for yourself.